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2003.12.15 9:40 a.m.

once again i should be on my way to work. i'm stupid how i always get on here before leaving.

work was lame yesterday. i just had a headache and was tired of dealing with all the mean grannies that come in to do returns or get the best sale price. i was just irritable. we have one of the stupidest systems for sales i've ever seen, which is, you must know at all times what's on sale for how much. ah no one knows what's going on at all. it's not that bad though. really.

and i did buy some nice stretch/sweat pants. they're grey with soft fleec on the inside and they have pink stitching. they're seriously the most comfortable pants i own at this moment. i believe i will buy another pair. perhaps in red. i also bought a plain blue t-shirt, as i'll be needing a lot of plain t-shirts for school aparantly. and allll my t-shirts are printed or designed or fabric-painted on.

niki, steve, and i went to jazz last night. and then ryanpollard came by for a bit. that was really nice. it was okay. i danced a little bit but felt self-concious. we made a lot of lists about the parties we're having/attending. oh, me and niki and steve are having a fancy dress cocktail party. ha ha fun. and don't forget about my goingaway/birthday party on the 28th.

i'm having huge self esteem issues this morning. new things happening that bring back that i've always been so weird. and so unpopular. and creepy. and that maybe stalking isn't funny. i'm less excited for the staff party tonight. oh well, i'll just drink some gin and ignore everything. i don't see a better plan anywhere.

previously - and then

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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