note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.05.05 10:28 p.m.

i have too many emotions. fuck you emotions. i denounce you.

i'm trying to like many people that i hate. this is both interesting and depressing. it makes me wish that i could like everyone, and that people i hate didn't hate me back. man i have no tact. or compassion. or really any likeable features. gah.

sorry if i hate you. i didn't...uh...mean to.

today i went to work for too long. and i didn't kill jerry. it was a fine day as i got to train this girl who seems pretty nice. her name is megan. she goes to bible school. i find her likeable. helen was training another girl named renee. i don't know whether or not she's likeable. she said i was 'so cute' so she can't be all bad. no, she's fine, just sometimes i feel like she was a bully in elementary school or something. hard to explain. she has the way of phrasing things to make me feel defensive....when there's nothing to defend. i like her. yes.

i got paid today. and this was good as i need money. to blow this popsicle stand.

i forgot my wallet and paycheque at work however...and i stopped back in there on my way to buy film (the better to take pictures of you with). jamie was there and i talked to him breifly. he's funny. and he raises his eyebrow a lot. that's a pretty good quality, i'd put it above, say, literacy. i'm not sure if we'd actually get along though. if we were actually friends. no we would because he's so polite. he said i should work nights. i said he should quit school and work days. it was a draw.

draw draw draw draw draw

so you're coming to get your picture taken, right?

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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