yesterday...and before...

( mar.apr.may.03 ) ( dec.03.jan.feb.02 ) ( sep.oct.nov.02 ) ( jun.jul.aug.02 ) ( mar.apr.may.02 ) ( dec.01.jan.feb.02 )

you can map it all out...where it has all started to go off....

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2008.02.21 - all the diarylands.
2008.01.27 - I move my head.
2008.01.21 - read the other one.
2008-01-17 - was Medium?
2008.01.15 - Or maybe I won't.
2008.01.13 - to no good.
2008.01.08 - Interesting.
2008.01.07 - see me through.
2008.01.06 - life more often.
2008.01.04 - really funky way).
2008.01.04 - to go to sleep.
2007.12.13 - had in a long time.
2007.12.11 - I so don't want to.
2007.11.28 - donor sperm, I guess.
2007.11.27 - But knowing me...
2007.11.26 - And that would be terrible.
2007.11.20 - Yes. Please.
2007.11.19 - dream of Christmas...
2007.11.13 - enough for tomorrow...
2007.11.09 - Tricky tricky tricky
2007.11.07 - Possible!
2007.11.06 - involves cheese.
2007.11.05 - so ridculously close
2007.11.02 - coffee icing? Gah!
2007.10.31 - keep this up.
2007.10.29 - sad I am today.
2007.10.25 - Trouble.
2007.10.24 - overly-lonely.
2007.10.23 - the rowing machine!
2007.10.22 - I will.
2007.10.21 - like smoked ham.
2007.10.20 - the babe-train.
2007.10.17 - keep it up.
2007.10.16 - Motivation. Yes.
2007.10.09 - I hope that happened.
2007.10.05 - potential, you know?
2007.10.04 - I have cable TV.
2007.10.03 - And be so excellent.
2007.09.29 - imagine though, seriously.
2007.09.27 - Scorching, even.
2007.09.26 - without me starring in it.
2007.09.24 - talking about babes.
2007.09.18 - bake it with cheese!
2007.08.25 - getting stuff done. Huh.
2007.08.20 - Multi-tasking and other mad party skills.
2007.08.18 - how would I write poetry?
2007.08.14 - doing that night.
2007.08.12 - to bed I think
2007-08-12 - to bed I think
2007.08.10 - young me. Wild.
2007.08.03 - get up that early
2007.08.02 - decide which one.
2007.07.31 - tomorrow even.
2007.07.23 - old same old same old
2007.07.21 - more working.
2007.07.17 - centering or some other bullshit.
2007.07.12 - validates my whole life.
2007.07.12 - validates my whole life.
2007.07.12 - validates my whole life.
2007.07.11 - though, I loved it.
2007.07.02 - so, so tired these days.
2007.06.28 - for now at least.
2007-06-26 - famous by now.
2007.06.25 - I just... can't.
2007.06.24 - might just be fantasy.
2007.06.15 - Because it's summer.
2007.06.13 - filled with sugar.
2007.06.11 - a bit. That'd be nice.
2007.06.01 - in a fun way.
2007.05.31 - system to keep myself in line.
2007.05.28 - I think she'd like that a lot.
2007.05.24 - back, so I'll give it a go.
2007.05.21 - One can do that very well.
2007.05.21 - One can do that very well.
2007.05.21 - I don't even want to know.
2007.05.19 - Oh god yes.
2007.05.19 - Oh god yes.
2007.05.18 - eating habits go terribly bad.
2007.05.17 - boss to manage my creativity.
2007.05.15 - Or maybe just bathing..
2007.05.15 - Or maybe just bathing..
2007.05.09 - drink a giant coffee and dress up pretty.
2007.05.08 - TV.. and I love it so.
2007.05.07 - wearing off very, very soon.
2007.05.04 - bored and lie down...
2007.05.03 - the clothes.. but..
2007.05.03 - the clothes.. but..
2007.04.30 - to get something done.
2007.04.27 - feels like sooo much.
2007.04.24 - all the moves. Ever.
2007.04.23 - the moves. Ever.
2007.04.23 - all the moves. Ever.
2007.04.23 - all the moves. Ever.
2007.04.20 - try and stop me.
2007.04.18 - down to work. Yeahh.
2007.04.16 - fullest. Delicious.
2007.04.13 - make less money.
2007.04.12 - of my own life and home.
2007.04.11 - the riches need to come my way.
2007.04.10 - I love after-holiday candy.
2007.04.07 - I might go to church tomorrow?
2007.04.06 - If only I knew what.
2007.04.04 - Valid point, dream me.
2007.04.03 - replay or dissect.
2007.04.02 - watching paint dry.
2007.03.30 - go off the deep end.
2007.03.29 - some money-making.
2007.03.26 - starting to look up.
2007.03.23 - get it that way.
2007.03.21 - heated up and sunned.
2007.03.18 - and become a psychic too.
2007.03.16 - afford it anyhow.
2007.03.10 - who don't like drugs.
2007.03.08 - want to eat something.
2007-03-07 - nowhere near prepared for it.
2007.03.05 - Never ready on time...
2007.03.04 - coming up short.
2007.03.01 - That was dedication.
2007.02.28 - That's what I said, instinct.
2007.02.26 - Hard not to sound like a wiener.
2007.02.24 - though those things never work.
2007.02.20 - hopefully it will go away.
2007.02.20 - hopefully it will go away.
2007.02.20 - hopefully it will go away.
2007.02.16 - having things to do.
2007.02.12 - as bad as some.
2007.02.10 - Probably in anticipation of tonight.
2007.02.08 - I am lucky
2007.02.06 - To produce!
2007.02.05 - to be proud of.
2007.02.03 - be able to see that.
2007.01.30 - to work. I do.
2007.01.28 - Cookies will help with the learning.
2007.01.26 - something to sate me.
2007.01.25 - what else I can do about it.
2007.01.24 - I'd be without it.
2007.01.22 - I'm frustrating myself.
2007.01.19 - upkeep skills to do it properly..
2007.01.18 - the lying around..).
2007.01.14 - fix that. Soon.
2007.01.09 - by the tall windows.
2007.01.06 - It's too many.
2007.01.02 - about that now.
2006.12.31 - not my bed.
2006.12.29 - (back? which is it?).
2006.12.28 - triple-timing many many babes???
2006.12.26 - not like to let down..
2006.12.20 - member of society again.
2006.12.19 - will fire me...
2006.12.17 - adorn myself with.
2006.12.14 - it's pretty much guaranteed.
2006.12.13 - doesn't involve money.
2006.12.12 - too hard!
2006.11.24 - google-search random things and drink tea.
2006.11.23 - day will be spent peeing.
2006.11.22 - the internet superstar that I've always known I could be.
2006.11.20 - spirits up for sure.
2006.11.18 - in January I can start fresh.
2006.11.16 - bit more like Christmas now.
2006.11.15 - attacked by rabid monsters.
2006.11.14 - Ohhhh pipe dreams.
2006.11.13 - appealing to me right now.
2006.11.11 - Or I'll just sleep forever.
2006.11.10 - red river cereal.
2006.11.09 - so strangled and uncomfortable.
2006.11.06 - that would blow. Hard.
2006.11.04 - bathe and re-hydrate.
2006.11.03 - stocking stuffers before-hand.
2006.11.02 - ready to Christmas shop.
2006.10.31 - strange priorities.
2006.10.29 - even considered being.
2006.10.26 - Why is rent always due?
2006.10.24 - Just warning you.
2006.10.23 - start coming my way?
2006.10.22 - to get over here.
2006.10.21 - But oh how I need the money...
2006.10.19 - in rough shape. Gross!
2006.10.18 - such big factors.
2006.10.16 - Thrilling! Earth-Shattering! Something!
2006.10.13 - my career as a lay-about.
2006.10.11 - going already maybe.
2006.09.29 - best investment ever.
2006.09.27 - What else is new?
2006.09.11 - I wonder if baking will rule my life now?
2006.09.10 - Oh sweet, sweet oven.
2006.09.01 - I hate being poor.
2006.08.30 - shake everything out of me.
2006.08.13 - what holidays are for.
2006.08.10 - summer fling babe.
2006.08.08 - to sleep again?
2006.08.06 - more built for prairies.
2006.08.04 - day is a long way off.
2006.08.01 - I like my lifestyle.
2006.07.31 - on in this pattern..
2006.07.27 - they are eating me..
2006.07.26 - back in ship-shape.
2006.07.25 - ready for the lake now.
2006.07.24 - in two weeks two days.
2006.07.22 - watching Loverboy.
2006.07.18 - eat some ice cream/work.
2006.07.16 - matching spandex outfits.
2006-07-14 - get to the partying.
2006.07.13 - is pointless without it.
2006.07.11 - going quite rightly.
2006.07.10 - there'll be time for chatter.
2006.07.06 - too much though.
2006.07.04 - smell so terrible.
2006.06.24 - excellence in my life..
2006.06.22 - to get things moving.
2006.06.19 - Now I'm off to pollute!
2006.06.16 - Cross my fingers.
2006.06.15 - and thick with fun?
2006.06.14 - This is the time.
2006.06.13 - open my eyes properly.
2006.06.12 - party party etc etc.
2006.06.09 - spend in that place.
2006.06.08 - productive to do.
2006.06.07 - Smelling of eggs and onions.
2006.06.04 - anyone will come.
2006.06.03 - I can dig up around here.
2006.06.02 - eating is overrated.
2006.06.01 - I'm getting due.
2006.05.30 - quick at all.
2006.05.29 - do kind of
2006.05.27 - goddamn I need the money.
2006.05.26 - caught up.
2006.05.24 - there's no lube.
2006.05.22 - would subside.
2006.05.21 - be disapointed.
2006.05.19 - work properly.
2006.05.18 - grime come from?
2006.05.17 - to say something new.
2006.05.15 - did tape it.
2006.05.13 - rest of forever.
2006.05.12 - not hungover.
2006.05.10 - all wrong.
2006.05.09 - decent thing to do.
2006.05.08 - nicely ridiculous.
2006.05.07 - account more often.
2006.05.06 - batch of crushes...
2006.05.04 - cultural like that.
2006.05.03 - will roll.
2006.05.02 - travel-freedom.
2006.05.01 - I am becoming.
2006.04.30 - good fortune.
2006.04.29 - just left.
2006.04.28 - skill really.
2006.04.27 - around a bit.
2006.04.24 - here basically.
2006.04.21 - Stupid conflictions.
2006.04.20 - bffs around here.
2006.04.18 - to water it..
2006.04.17 - the deservist generation.
2006.04.16 - To the store..
2006.04.15 - make stacks.
2006.04.14 - probably do nothing.
2006.04.12 - buy sale candy!!!
2006.04.11 - a little like tea.
2006.04.10 - than I actually do.
2006.04.07 - feel stagnated.
2006.04.06 - okay while I'm out.
2006.04.05 - member of society.
2006.04.03 - month vacation.
2006.04.02 - a good combination
2006.04.01 - bundle in bed.
2006.03.31 - Renovate my life!
2006.03.30 - all my time.
2006.03.29 - business to get to.
2006.03.27 - to then.
2006.03.26 - warming to it.
2006.03.25 - Monday. Maybe.
2006.03.24 - Yuck pie.
2006.03.22 - me doing stuff.
2006.03.19 - much sleeping.
2006.03.17 - a birthday card!
2006.03.16 - ...seems likely.
2006.03.15 - come down to that?
2006.03.14 - the simple pleasures.
2006.03.12 - boring is not my style.
2006.03.11 - get right into.
2006.03.10 - sit with us.
2006.03.09 - mostly soup.
2006.03.08 - something to do.
2006.03.07 - enough as well.
2006.03.06 - I disapprove.
2006.03.05 - like every other night.
2006.03.04 - to make.
2006.03.03 - reverse it.
2006.03.02 - ridiculous way.
2006.03.01 - extreme challenge.
2006.02.28 - said to me.
2006.02.27 - want an agent.
2006.02.26 - Motivate me.
2006.02.24 - throat paste.
2006.02.23 - For shame.
2006.02.22 - what channels?
2006.02.21 - paying work.
2006.02.20 - going to enjoy this.
2006.02.19 - about my personality.
2006.02.18 - the weather?
2006.02.17 - looking up.
2006.02.16 - fund me?
2006.02.15 - i sit?
2006.02.14 - hates my lifestyle.
2006.02.13 - perfect typo.
2006.02.12 - So many dreams.
2006.02.11 - productive today?
2006.02.10 - around overhead.
2006.02.09 - the obvious.
2006.02.08 - go off to sleep.
2006.02.07 - of emoticons?
2006.02.06 - need to work thurr.
2006.02.05 - overly-worthwhile.
2006.02.04 - mah jong!
2006.02.03 - streak to end.
2006.02.02 - or star?
2006.02.01 - all the riches?
2006.01.31 - in forever.
2006.01.30 - why yet.
2006.01.29 - all too impossible.
2006.01.27 - just a little bit.
2006.01.26 - like Tuesday.
2006.01.25 - them on over here.
2006.01.24 - more going on.
2006.01.23 - isn't sooo hot right now.
2006.01.22 - get it for me.
2006.01.21 - It seems unlikely.
2006.01.20 - live with that.
2006.01.19 - food in the house?
2006.01.18 - not technically.
2006.01.17 - babe complex.
2006.01.15 - get some money.
2006.01.14 - sooo 2k5.
2006.01.12 - sweets in this house.
2006.01.11 - world makes sense
2006.01.10 - sweet it is.
2006.01.08 - seems feasible.
2006.01.07 - gandhi's head.
2006.01.06 - my flight.
2006.01.05 - go and colour.
2006.01.04 - myself again.
2006.01.03 - of likes it.
2006.01.02 - film developed.
2006.01.01 - chocolates maybe.
2005.12.29 - culture shock.
2005.12.28 - won six dollars.
2005.12.28 - uh huhhh.
2005.12.27 - her a bit.
2005.12.25 - going to do?
2005.12.23 - tripple swoon.
2005.12.22 - means better.
2005.12.21 - real bad.
2005.12.20 - understand time.
2005.12.19 - don't know fun.
2005.12.18 - shopping by now.
2005.12.17 - mean the mall.
2005.12.15 - get presents.
2005.12.14 - them right.
2005.12.13 - unhappy anymore.
2005.12.12 - enough of you.
2005.12.11 - here for alwaysssss.
2005.12.09 - skirt wearing
2005.12.08 - to partytown.
2005.12.07 - bit, so it's cool.
2005.12.06 - around the clock.
2005.12.05 - this year too.
2005.12.04 - living room.
2005.12.03 - feels upset.
2005.12.02 - finish reading.
2005.12.01 - my stomach churn.
2005.11.30 - kicks to the neck.
2005.11.29 - close to go time.
2005.11.28 - of course!
2005.11.27 - with this food?
2005.11.26 - stupid no drama.
2005.11.25 - excited for driving!
2005.11.24 - homesick for here too.
2005.11.23 - those people.
2005.11.21 - get an oven.
2005.11.20 - time to bathe
2005.11.19 - grown up.
2005.11.18 - 1.5 weeks
2005.11.17 - costume jewlery.
2005.11.16 - house now.
2005.11.15 - the lord.
2005.11.14 - left already.
2005.11.13 - nourishment
2005.11.12 - see my real loves.
2005.11.11 - buckle down.
2005.11.10 - falling behind.
2005.11.08 - beans for supper!
2005.11.07 - for my home.
2005.11.06 - skate away on.
2005.11.05 - want to barf.
2005.11.04 - impression of me.
2005.11.03 - candy sales.
2005.11.02 - a Real Love.
2005.11.01 - for the best..
2005.10.31 - these days.
2005.10.30 - up smiling.
2005.10.29 - or what?
2005.10.28 - mood improves.
2005.10.27 - in kensington now.
2005.10.26 - moneys. ever.
2005.10.26 - don't have numbers.
2005.10.24 - something about that.
2005.10.23 - more boys.
2005.10.22 - i do then?
2005.10.21 - nothing underneath.
2005.10.20 - get me a job.
2005.10.17 - uh huh yeah.
2005.10.11 - hallowe'en kisses.
2005.10.07 - go time.
2005.10.06 - at resisting sleep
2005.10.04 - connection lasts.
2005.10.04 - make it awkward.
2005.09.29 - I want the internet.
2005.09.27 - i should probably sue.
2005.09.17 - etc etc.
2005.09.16 - the yankees are coming!
2005.09.12 - good at relationships.
2005.08.30 - rip in it.
2005.08.24 - not too much.
2005.08.23 - i love hayden.
2005.08.18 - my fingertips.
2005.08.12 - happens there.
2005.08.10 - -
2005.08.09 - not pass out.
2005.08.05 - drinking a smoothie
2005.08.03 - details, okay?
2005.08.02 - possibly now.
2005.07.29 - yes i do.
2005.07.27 - "a drink".
2005.07.25 - sweltering apartment.
2005.07.18 - good ridance.
2005.07.14 - a front porch?
2005.07.12 - december i guess.
2005.07.07 - than the ocean.
2005.07.06 - of productive.
2005.07.05 - stuffs now.
2005.06.28 - things to do.
2005.06.23 - kitten okay?
2005.06.21 - to pay less?
2005.06.20 - to get good.
2005.06.16 - slow decline.
2005.06.15 - be realized.
2005.06.14 - are FINE.
2005.06.14 - are FINE.
2005.06.13 - keep typing.
2005.06.09 - getting extreme.
2005.06.08 - a sandwich.
2005.06.07 - i'm NUMBER ONE.
2005.06.07 - i'm NUMBER ONE.
2005.06.06 - is my home.
2005.06.05 - brunch party.
2005.06.04 - better person.
2005.06.01 - whey protein.
2005.05.30 - erica got here.
2005.05.26 - get groceries.
2005.05.25 - whinging around.
2005.05.24 - it's so tempting.
2005.05.18 - hermitage.
2005.05.17 - too stimulating.
2005.05.13 - by then.
2005.05.11 - money for it.
2005.05.11 - in theory.
2005.05.06 - 20 hours left.
2005.05.05 - eerily normal.
2005.05.04 - toronto though.
2005.05.03 - like a lot.
2005.05.02 - i expected.
2005.05.01 - you do.
2005.04.28 - didn't hurt.
2005.04.22 - rehearsal.
2005.04.21 - over with.
2005.04.19 - talk about
2005.04.18 - it out.
2005.04.15 - dance!
2005.04.14 - of time.
2005.04.13 - doing nothing.
2005.04.12 - one now.
2005.04.11 - fuck?
2005.04.07 - of tea.
2005.04.06 - the keyboard.
2005.04.05 - and fail.
2005.04.04 - yet again!!!!!
2005.04.01 - best story.
2005.03.31 - to spend it.
2005.03.30 - time for.
2005.03.29 - to ridiculous.
2005.03.28 - at least.
2005.03.24 - with ignoring.
2005.03.23 - so sad.
2005.03.21 - written out.
2005.03.18 - experience
2005.03.17 - sweet interview.
2005.03.16 - like that.
2005.03.15 - or green?
2005.03.14 - job yet?
2005.03.12 - breath.
2005.03.11 - probably not.
2005.03.10 - sweet brie.
2005.03.09 - other news.
2005.03.08 - wife someday.
2005.03.07 - my tuition
2005.03.04 - john's package.
2005.03.02 - stopping.
2005.02.25 - ..sigh.
2005.02.22 - well-supressed.
2005.02.21 - irritating.
2005.02.17 - so delicious?
2005.02.16 - welcome wagon.
2005.02.15 - like them.
2005.02.14 - all of it.
2005.02.11 - matter anymore.
2005.02.10 - obviously.
2005.02.08 - fishnets every day.
2005.02.07 - dumb laws.
2005.02.04 - awards..
2005.02.03 - times..
2005.02.02 - much better.
2005.02.01 - properly anymore.
2005.01.31 - likely not.
2005.01.28 - so bad.
2005.01.27 - turns out.
2005.01.26 - too tiring.
2005.01.25 - a black hole?
2005.01.24 - of 'the business'.
2005.01.21 - myself together.
2005.01.18 - getting to me...
2005.01.17 - much to say
2005.01.14 - always numb.
2005.01.12 - oh the possibilities.
2005.01.11 - i miss my kittens.
2005.01.10 - we'll see. we'll see.
2005.01.06 - do this again?
2005.01.05 - about all of that.
2005.01.04 - getting worse.
2005.01.03 - time to get at er.
2005.01.02 - things considered.
2005.01.01 - packing..and soon.
2004.12.31 - it won't be horrible..?
2004.12.30 - and then? et puis?
2004.12.30 - then party time.
2004.12.29 - right beside them.
2004.12.28 - bread to bring.
2004.12.27 - to be like ice cubies.
2004.12.26 - plan better next year.
2004.12.25 - time to enjoy it.
2004.12.24 - its flashing beauty.
2004.12.23 - good then. quite. yeah.
2004.12.22 - but i just don't right now.
2004.12.21 - worst idea ever.
2004.12.20 - i fear it will be.
2004.12.19 - make the time go by.
2004.12.18 - any easier to leave.
2004.12.17 - oh yes for serious..
2004.12.16 - not-ready to go i am.
2004.12.15 - just love them up.
2004.12.14 - quite a few pairs..
2004.12.13 - the curler for you!
2004.12.12 - in dietary shock.
2004.12.11 - double christmas = hot shit.
2004.12.10 - i'm busy being sad.
2004.12.09 - something pretty fun.
2004.12.08 - voice of love so out of season..
2004.12.07 - that i'm never going to change.
2004.12.06 - if only i'd actually do it.
2004.12.05 - your life is sad shooting star.
2004.12.04 - but i think i'm bad at explaining
2004.12.03 - at all for sweet christmas.
2004.12.02 - i'm writing bad poetry again.
2004.12.01 - as far as the eye can see..
2004.11.30 - the crack booster as it were.
2004.11.29 - it's all coming up soooo soon.
2004.11.28 #2 - all i want right now is a cigarette.
2004.11.28 - i mostly just want to go to bed again right now.
2004.11.27 - and i have no faith that i'll change.
2004.11.26 - but i need money far more than time.
2004.11.25 - and not nut sucking at all....
2004.11.24 - become a novelty so soon.
2004.11.23 - when it'll all be falling apart.
2004.11.22 - and maybe chase the kittens around.
2004.11.21 - it's best to nip it in the bud.
2004.11.20 - someone better decide to entertain me.
2004.11.19 - it's unnerving..but also so richly interesting.
2004.11.18 - now that i'm home.
2004.11.16 - ttyl diaryland.
2004.11.15 - yeah. that seems pretty likely.
2004.11.14 - it's stupid to even be awake.
2004.11.13 - it's clearly your own fault.
2004.11.12 - if i were drunk far more often.
2004.11.11 - peoples' beds are the best places ever.
2004.11.10 - without even breaking off her sentence.
2004.11.09 - the cats have been clawing me in my sleep.
2004.11.08 - absolutely no disposible income.
2004.11.07 - gotta go, the grey cup is on.
2004.11.06 - what could they possibly say?
2004.11.05 - i hope this mood lasts.
2004.11.04 - and are you going?
2004.11.03 - i like having that option.
2004.11.02 - and it's still burning my feet.
2004.11.01 - with me, fer you, tonight.
2004.10.31 - i am not too old.
2004.10.30 - as per reasons stated above.
2004.10.29 - sure be peeing later.
2004.10.28 - actually going to do some work.
2004.10.27 - and you're so silent.
2004.10.26 - or supply your own.
2004.10.25 - i'm saving that for marriage.
2004.10.24 - two months and one day till christmas.
2004.10.23 - and a riotous good time.
2004.10.22 - and babies.
2004.10.21 - I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW.
2004.10.20 - and then party. and party.
2004.10.20 - just do the dammit surveys
2004.10.19 - how much i amuse myself.
2004.10.18 - i'd really like to test that.
2004.10.16 - so much to look forward to.
2004.10.15 - then hillary would love me more.
2004.10.14 - jizzzzzzz all over everyone.
2004.10.13 - i missed a kiss for you.
2004.10.12 - society rests on cleanliness.
2004.10.11 - spin around in this chair some more.
2004.10.10 - make people make plans with me.
2004.10.10 - i only want to sing.
2004.10.09 - nobody sings anymore.
2004.10.08 - get one for me soon..
2004.10.07 - my stomach is starting to hurt.
2004.10.06 - haveta look pretty and stuff.
2004.10.05 - dedicate all your life to us.
2004.10.04 - a little more sophisticated.
2004.10.03 - they'd probably be gross.
2004.10.02 - so long and so short.
2004.10.01 - (yeah, i should talk..)
2004.09.30 - off to the grindstone.
2004.09.29 - puff-face snot-nose.
2004.09.28 - sorry for the inconvince.
2004.09.27 - now, who's in?
2004.09.26 - and i like coughing on them!
2004.09.25 - bathe to impress!
2004.09.24 - and then go right over there.
2004.09.23 - yeah, goooood story.
2004.09.22 - frozen saskatoonberries are my favourite snack.
2004.09.20 - that's where my true talent lies..
2004.09.20 - i need a real life soon.
2004.09.18 - because the futon is wearing thin.
2004.09.17 - fantastic no matter what i wear.
2004.09.15 - keeps me away from the tv.
2004.09.14 - what wee bull.
2004.09.13 - maybe even now.
2004.09.12 - i clearly mean irritating.
2004.09.11 - sounds of that second option.
2004.09.09 - before it's far too late.
2004.09.09 - so that i can make cookies.
2004.09.07 - back to the boooook.
2004.09.06 - a little more lucrative
2004.09.05 - lose lose situation.
2004.09.04 - i just want to get right inside of it.
2004.09.03 - but i think i'll eat instead.
2004.09.02 - this could sure take a while.
2004.09.01 - yeah, good story.
2004.08.31 - this pear is delicious.
2004.08.27 - how terribly ridiculous that seems
2004.08.17 - have the energy to write anything else.
2004.08.16 - it goes too fast and far too slow.
2004.08.13 - how that works itself out.
2004.08.12 - lay it flat to dry like a polaroid picture.
2004.08.11 - how am i supposed to leave all of this?
2004.08.10 - and stretch out from stretching.
2004.08.09 - so it doesn't all build up like this.
2004.08.06 - so wish me break a leg..
2004.08.05 - highly entertaining i hope
2004.08.03 - random sentences. i can't formulate anymore.
2004.07.30 - or maybe for a sweet sweet brunch..
2004.07.29 - maybe i'll avoid it a bit longer..
2004.07.28 - all long-but-good classes.
2004.07.27 - i get more and more scared of coming home.
2004.07.26 - half done my college career.
2004-07-23 - place now aparantly..
2004.07.22 - i feel it building.
2004.07.21 - i only feel like taking pictures.
2004.07.20 - figure out if i work tonight
2004.07.16 - less to say than i expected.
2004.07.15 - i do. damn nation.
2004.07.14 - there's nothing that i haaaave to do.
2004.07.13 - wish i was feeling more internety
2004.07.09 - that's the way the porch.
2004.07.08 - just watch a lot of tv instead.
2004.07.07 - truuuuuusssssttttt meeeee..
2004.07.07 - truuuuuusssssttttt meeeee..
2004.07.06 - the deliciousness of it all..
2004.07.05 - by falls i mean bathroom.
2004.06.30 - without my clothes on.
2004.06.29 - i happen to get funny.
2004.06.25 - definitely do some dancing.
2004.06.24 - should try and save it this time.
2004.06.23 - death on the streets, fast approaching.
2004.06.22 - rot is getting excruciating..
2004.06.21 - i should get to have it.
2004.06.17 - snap snapper snap.
2004.06.16 - my dream situation.
2004.06.16 - so check back.
2004.06.15 - punch it in the nuts.
2004.06.07 - for all the saskatoon people..
2004.06.04 - in time for some sweet sleep.
2004.06.03 - except not at all.
2004.06.02 - scratch our faces off.
2004.06.01 - 2 week countdown starts now..
2004.05.28 - knows she's losing it.
2004.05.27 - helping my mood. dammit.
2004.05.26 - and not in a hot way.
2004.05.25 - the lamb chops.
2004.05.21 - maybe work'll be fun...
2004.05.20 - aren't plenty of things to work on..
2004.05.19 - which we both love.
2004.05.18 - just been terrible.
2004.05.17 - just haven't been dancing enough.
2004.05.14 - sun in my beautiful apartment.
2004.05.13 - in a hot hot way.
2004.05.12 - who actually doesn't?
2004.05.11 - need to be worked through.
2004.05.10 - and with them, my heartbreak.
2004.05.03 - feel worse for it.
2004.04.27 - really, everyone has stuff i want.
2004.04.26 - blocking is oh-so much easier.
2004.04.23 - in love with so many people.
2004.04.21 - not that i'm ever around.
2004.04.20 - internet diaries are annoying.
2004.04.16 - if we were prepared.
2004.04.14 - i should start fundraising.
2004.04.13 - i'm sure; going to, fail it.
2004.04.12 - people to cuddle.
2004.04.07 - i wonder when i'll be home again.
2004.04.06 - tea dance in peace.
2004.04.02 - go to my home(!).
2004.03.31 - go get right on top of them.
2004.03.29 - and be more excited.
2004.03.26 - to have a home of my very own.
2004.03.24 - computer a headache can take.
2004.03.23 - but mostly i just want my tv show.
2004.03.22 - i am just oh-so lonesome.
2004.03.19 - that's the way the pork.
2004.03.19 - let's all dance onstage together. and hump.
2004.03.17 - and this one sure doesn't.
2004.03.17 - but with more dancing..
2004.03.16 - why am i in such a good mood?
2004.03.15 - so come and stay with me..
2004.03.12 - that's calling my name...
2004.03.09 - i actually go right to collge.
2004.03.08 - i'll not be late for class!
2004.03.06 - and miss me toooo much.
2004.03.05 - to go get a suitcase i guess.
2004.03.04 - if i did, she'd put out.
2004.03.03 - i'm so frustrating.
2004.03.02 - disown all of you.
2004.03.01 - still, even though we're so close.
2004.02.29 - wish that was the complete truth.
2004-02-27 - ohhhh i just want to go shopping. haha. oh god.
2004.02.27 - shake it shake it shake it.
2004.02.25 - i can't even explain...
2004.02.25 - fun dancing and hot hot bums.
2004.02.24 - none the lessssss....
2004.02.23 - this time around..
2004.02.20 - where i'd want to go..or who with..
2004.02.18 - has me wanting love more tangible.
2004.02.17 - about what you really love...
2004.02.16 - not in that order.
2004.02.15 - move here already.
2004.02.13 - to celebrate valentines day!
2004.02.12 - or someone else to do. hot.
2004.02.07 - so that my love will not pass with the seasons. gag.
2004.02.05 - her own shit?
2004.02.01 - and all the rest of those good/horrible things.
2004.01.30 - maybe i shallllllll.
2004.01.29 - really get right on that.
2004.01.27 - SSSSNNNNOOOWWWW DAY!!!
2004.01.25 - i want my damn kitten now.
2004.01.23 - twinsies tootsies!!!!!
2004.01.22 - maybe some party.
2004.01.22 - i wish i were a good breather.
2004.01.20 - and how can i feel so much?
2004.01.20 - the wonder and the worry.
2004.01.18 - is how it should be.
2004.01.16 - my cat's belly.
2004.01.14 - having a time.
2004.01.13 - missing and missing. you see.
2004.01.11 - about peed myself
2004.01.10 - i'll be having funnnnn....
2004.01.09 - it's going to be okay.
2004.01.08 - instead i'm just very very lost.
2004.01.06 - have to leave tomorrow.
2004.01.06 - get doing stuff later.
2004.01.05 - x 1 billllllion.
2004.01.04 - i am getting to myself.
2004.01.02 - being constantine-less.
2004.01.02 - wow, i should be gone already.
2004.01.01 - always be like that...
2003.12.31 - with plenty of making out!
2003.12.29 - has taken me two hours to write.
2003.12.27 - remarkable!
2003.12-26 - primp for cute boys.
2003.12.25 - because i love you all.
2003.12.24 - IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.
2003.12.22 - strawberry ice cream cake.
2003.12.21 - oh pasta..with steve.
2003.12.20 - look so forward to.
2003.12.18 - see you tonight.
2003.12.18 - and that's just gross.
2003.12.16 - a little more than two weeks.
2003.12.15 - i don't see a better plan anywhere.
2003.12.14 - jazz tonight at lydia's okay?
2003.12.13 - i just want to read a book.
2003.12.11 - see her soon.
2003.12.10 - it's actually starting to feel like it.
2003.12.09 - not being homeless.
2003.12.08 - which he wouldn't.
2003.12.07 - and glor-orious
2003.12.06 - sometimes too good.
2003.12.06 - how i'll leave them.
2003.12.04 - it's only worse in the end.
2003.12.04 - really says something.
2003.12.02 - to sum it all.. subtotal. total.
2003.12.02 - to sum it all....
2003.12.01 - i double triple heart him.
2003.11.30 - and funny and awkward i hear.
2003.11.29 - we'll just avoid things.
2003.11.28 - oh, right, lunch.
2003.11.27 - that's all soon to change though.
2003.11.25 - also thinking about bed.
2003.11.24 - 'so you like stuff?'
2003.11.22 - so true now.
2003.11.21 - oh i want to go back to sleep.
2003.11.20 - hired me. so...
2003.11.19 - and/or sleep...
2003.11.18 - can't see them right now.
2003.11.17 - because i never learn.
2003.11.17 - and maybe some sleeping.
2003.11.16 - or insightful today.
2003.11.14 - i hate myself already.
2003.11.13 - but i have no high hopes.
2003.11.13 - repeat repeat repeat.
2003.11.11 - i really want a slushy right now.
2003.11.10 - all i'm going to do is nothing.
2003.11.10 - i'm bored of writing so quickly.
2003.11.08 - oh we're all growing up so fast.
2003.11.08 - i'm oh-so sure.
2003.11.06 - not working properly.
2003.11.06 - the computer is hurting my eyes.
2003.11.04 - or some sweet sweet heroin.
2003.11.03 - that's the bloody ticket.
2003.11.02 - i wish i were asleep all the time. or drunk.
2003.11.01 - six-thirty when we open.
2003.10.31 - shut up cocksucker.
2003.10.30 - please don't ever eat me.
2003.10.29 - on sleep you've missed.
2003.10.28 - have sex with lots of cute boys.
2003.10.27 - can reject me...
2003.10.26 - fucking crybaby.
2003.10.25 - i have to primp!
2003.10.23 - really getting to me.
2003.10.22 - elliott and i miss you already.
2003.10.21 - just wait until mid-december.
2003.10.21 - it's so soon.
2003.10.20 - so, i'm going to college.
2003.10.20 - i'm maturing?
2003.10.18 - a good enough reason really.
2003.10.17 - and commitment and abandonment.
2003.10.16 - how much i hate everything.
2003.10.16 - it's a little odd.
2003.10.14 - double wank.
2003.10.13 - everything didn't cost so much money.
2003.10.12 - it'll be fine....
2003.10.11 - away from home forever.
2003.10.10 - and a little bit of sweet action.
2003.10.09 - hide in it all day
2003.10.08 - my quick wit and repartee.
2003.10.08 - i should probably go attempt though..
2003.10.07 - they're just sooo pretty.
2003.10.06 - ten billion ways to sabotage it.
2003.10.06 - ssshhhhuuuucccccckkkkksssss.
2003.10.03 - and these shoes i got for free).
2003.10.02 - i'd even get dressed for you.
2003.10.01 - give me some suggestions.
2003.09.30 - maybe life isn't so bad...
2003.09.29 - i never really believe it.
2003.09.29 - oh ho christmas.
2003.09.28 - some sort of irritating cult.
2003.09.27 - see i guess.
2003.09.27 - i'm ready for more.
2003.09.26 - paint my toenails red.
2003.09.25 - i should be five again.
2003.09.25 - off a fucking cliff.)
2003.09.24 - find what i'm looking for.
2003.09.23 - learn my monologue.
2003.09.22 - i like 7-11 big bucks.
2003.09.22 - probably because i'm so lame.
2003.09.21 - knock me over.
2003.09.19 - maybe 13.
2003.09.18 - than i did.
2003.09.18 - and once again i'll trail off..
2003.09.17 - can't type anymore.
2003.09.16 - it's a worthwhile feeling.
2003.09.15 - then i tell you...
2003.09.15 - this continues...
2003.09.14 - want to stop by.
2003.09.14 - i can't write today. and i won't.
2003.09.11 - and just go.]
2003.09.10 - or read more monologues.
2003.09.09 - i'm boring when i'm feeling fine.
2003.09.08 - getting enough. sleep.
2003.09.08 - the rainstorms in winter.
2003.09.07 - if only everything were free.
2003.09.06 - tiffany and amber.
2003.09.05 - but damn hawtttt.
2003.08.30 - allowed to talk.
2003.08.29 - i always say that.
2003.08.29 - do this more often.
2003.08.28 - to see i guess.
2003.08.27 - ahhh shit.
2003.08.26 - then i can miss people in peace.
2003.08.25 - down the crapper.
2003|08|24 - feels better there tomorrow.
2003|08|23 - and a little of your mom.
2003.08.23 - but yes...quite. yes.
2003.08.22 - and soon.
2003.08.21 - type and type.
2003.08.20 - aaahhhh well.
2003.08.19 - stagnate.
2003.08.18 - my brain is fried from television.
2003.08.17 - and give me tea.
2003.08.16 - wayne's world. party time. excellent.
2003.08.15 - mmm. sweet sweet candy.
2003.08.15 - isn't good for me.
2003.08.13 - and it's fantastic.
2003.08.12 - just who does my dna belong to? besides me.
2003.08.11 - continue this entry.
2003.08.10 - that's the ticket.
2003.08.09 - i should really be making the most of it.
2003.08.08 - for doing it.
2003.08.07 - ruins the crush.
2003.08.06 - when i should be dancing.
2003.08.05 - enjoyable for me.
2003.08.05 - crafts and eating and painting.
2003.08.04 - someone let me go to sleep.
2003.08.03 - and some sweet sweet love.
2003.08.03 - getting better and better.
2003.08.02 - aiiiihhh...
2003.08.01 - oh sweet sweet summer.
2003.07.31 - like your mom.
2003.07.30 - to lie around in the sun.
2003.07.29 - kosher kosher.
2003.07.29 - to invite you to suck it. suck it.
2003.07.28 - speaking of which...
2003.07.27 - pink pink pink pink pink pink moon.
2003.07.27 - this bad mood is already starting to get to me.
2003.07.26 - yeeeeah party.
2003.07.25 - talk to me later.
2003.07.24 - things to do, places to go, people ...to see.
2003.07.23 - i want to go back to ness creek.
2003.07.21 - come to me again in the cold cold night.
2003.07.21 - mom make me pancakes. mom french braid my hair.
2003.07.20 - i've missed you all so much. even though it's only been days.
2003.07.17 - see you in a few days.
2003.07.16 - before i loose interest.
2003.07.16 - get in my belllllly.
2003.07.14 - i'll go make some lists.
2003.07.14 - i hate ending entries.
2003.07.13 - these pretzels are making me thirsty.
2003.07.12 - but jerry's awaits.
2003.07.10 - to look forward to.
2003.07.09 - ughhh...
2003.07.08 - there's no french translation for paisley?
2003.07.06 - trail off.
2003.07.04 - o hoh.
2003.07.03 - i speak in monotone. leave my fucking life alone.
2003.07.03 - with no word of explanation.
2003.07.02 - find him for me..
2003.07.02 - that'd make me feel better.
2003.07.01 - i stand on guard for theeeeee....
2003.06.30 - the fun really really never stops.
2003.06.30 - put off sometimes.
2003.06.28 - word description writing business.
2003.06.26 - makes sense.
2003.06.25 - a little more gettin at 'er.
2003.06.24 - and be friends.
2003.06.23 - curl up with a good book.
2003.06.20 - i need to get off this machine.
2003.06.20 - i need to know what i'm doing.
2003.06.19 - how strange people are.
2003.06.17 - especially when they're great.
2003.06.16 - and so i should go.
2003.06.14 - i need it. still.
2003.06.12 - and not in the most positive sense.
2003.06.12 - see you later.. . .
2003.06.11 - oh sleep. wrap me up.
2003.06.10 - .-.
2003.06.09 - seems pretty likely
2003.06.09 - but not today...
2003.06.08 - you better be wishing me well.
2003.06.07 - ......)
2003.06.07 - this moon sweater will protect me.
2003.06.06 - i could just sleep forever.
2003.06.04 - oh, i wish for good dreams.
2003.06.04 - done....ish
2003.06.04 - i said go to school.
2003.06.03 - actually there's nothing interesting today.
2003.06.02 - i hope it rains for years.
2003.06.02 - i like my new best friend.
2003.06.01 - i decided.
2003.05.31 - we had a time. didn't we? we had a time.
2003.05.30 - there's a forty with my name on it. and maggi's.
2003.05.30 - get some sleep for me.
2003.05.29 - but i was.
2003.05.27 - i'm not getting drunk mum.
2003.05.27 - i'll fly away.
2003.05.26 - of course. of course.
2003.05.25 - oh ho margie!
2003.05.24 - i hope this entry deletes itself.
2003.05.24 - and all that - jazzzzzzzz
2003.05.22 - that's enough.
2003.05.20 - this of course makes me cry.
2003.05.20 - i really don't know..
2003.05.20 - but i'm bloody not.
2003.05.18 - all i want is happiness for you and me >
2003.05.18 - ...tomorrow
2003.05.16 - gotta rest up.
2003.05.15 - i have to go look for my headshots.
2003.05.13 - i hate decisions.
2003.05.12 - i'll go find something to read.
2003.05.11 - double sigh.
2003.05.10 - ............
2003.05.09 - you should call me.
2003.05.07 - it's time to do something..
2003.05.06 - ======+
2003.05.05 - so you're coming to get your picture taken, right?
2003.05.04 - i'm glad to be thinking of leaving this place.
2003.05.03 - -----------------
2003.05.02 - hi ho hi ho hi hoooo..
2003.05.01 - go dance.
2003.04.30 - no no not that....
2003.04.28 - now you want to go to sleep too.
2003.04.27 - i have a headache..
2003.04.25 - just like you.
2003.04.25 - don't make me go.
2003.04.24 - are you good for a sore throat?
2003.04.24 - slightly spinning.
2003.04.22 - i'm sure there's more to come.
2003.04.21 - i'm going to move away....
2003.04.14 - and sweetly...
2003.04.13 - go take my new, horrible survey.
2003.04.12 - and some sweet sweet loving..
2003.04.11 - i think i'd feel better if i passed out.
2003.04.09 - he's not the only one.
2003.04.08 - i'll go get on that.
2003.04.08 - interest to say.
2003.04.07 - or kick something..
2003.04.05 - creepy breeds productivity.
2003.04.04 - you're never too old to burn to death in a fire.
2003.04.03 - i have twenty seven dollars in fines at the library.
2003.04.03 - and pretty hot.
2003.04.01 - i've burst before.
2003.04.01 - and more get-to-it-ivness.
2003.03.31 - maybe i'll find a way around that.
2003.03.30 - the life that makes me want to blow it up.
2003.03.29 - well, i really might...
2003.03.28 - because i think mine has.
2003.03.27 - it hailed today. wish you were here.
2003.03.26 - the word 'sweeties' gets so weird if you say it enough.
2003.03.26 - luckily my mum bought me some grape jelly.
2003.03.25 - sigh sigh.
2003.03.24 - more's the pity.
2003.03.22 - oh, oh oh no.
2003.03.20 - knowing full well she reads this.
2003.03.20 - but not today.
2003.03.19 - i'll consider bed, avoiding blowing you all up.
2003.03.17 - i don't want to go to war. so let's not.
2003.03.17 - no, i love you.
2003.03.16 - and we'll all piss in diamond toilets.
2003.03.15 - oh, that's so me.
2003.03.15 - that's the story of, that's the glory of..
2003.03.13 - oh bland bland bland.
2003.03.11 - you'll walk it off.
2003.03.11 - or into my bed. or into my belly.
2003.03.10 - you get a prize if you're not the first to point out a flaw in my theory.
2003.03.09 - i ain't scared of no ghosts.
2003.03.07 - and i'm bored and boring.
2003.03.06 - probably because they're beer flavoured.
2003.03.05 - i play my music in the sun...
2003.03.04 - some parts of life are amazing.
03.03.03 - apple crisp will soothe me.
2003.03.02 - i should probably just go have a nap.
2003.03.01 - i guess i just don't put out enough.
2003.03.01 - "mistakes aren't piles of hay, otherwise there'd be more fat ponies."

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