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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2004.02.24 12:01 p.m.

this life takes effort. why was i not born into an easy life.......

humanities class drives me insane. but it's also a brilliant time for tvshow working. which i did. and i also ate a lot. it's like a potluck in that class. delicious. i have decision-making problems, especially in terms of the show. i wonder what the show will be called? see right there: now i'll somehow decide that i actually can't get down to writing the show until i decide what it's named. i'm ridiculous.

so close to the actual writing. and so far. i'm such a control freak.

i should start doing some stand-up. you wouldn't guess it from this bore-fest of a diary, but i can be fairly entertaining. apparantly.

speaking of funny, there's such a funny guestbook message, you should go and look at it.. it's good. and then you should sign it your own damn self because no one ever does.

i want frilly-bummed underpants. i think i should make myself some. i should make myself a lot of things. but i have no thread. i guess that's the way the pork.

i don't know if i mentioned this before: i heard on oprah that there's more protein in a 'serving' of cum than in a medium-sized pork chop. hahahaha. all you vegetarians and vegans: go suck cock (and swallow). i wonder if there's less protein in cum from a vegetarian man? i should conduct tests.

and by conduct tests i mean suck cock.

i got my cable cut off yesterday. sure, we weren't paying for it..but it's still sad. i really like watching smallville and queer as folk and sex and the city. double sigh. i still managed to watch a full night of tv yesterday on my measley three channels.

i really don't like darren (brittany's boyfriend). i wonder if i should start using fake names. i'm sure going to be in trouble if anyone finds this. ah well. none the less..he's irritating. and loud. and the original story between them has to do with him dating her best friend L and then sleeping with brittany and their other friend A behind L's back. and he's not even attractive. but i can't believe that she would be with him after that. there must be something that i just don't see. god knows what.

i keep getting google searches for 'andrea kell', so andrea if you're reading this, email me already. i want to know how you're doing at sheridan and all that. yes. get on it.

i have toooo long of a break today. one of my classes was cancelled so i have about 4 hours between. gross. i'm already bored and replied to all my emails and i have until 2.30.

i need some sweet loving. and by sweet loving, i really do mean sweet loving. like being cuddled or hugged. i mean, sometimes i hug nathanael, but it's more of an attack..and besides that and allll the dry humping my body is lonesome.

gross body.

i'm going to go bore someone else now. i'm going to see the 3rd year theatre kids' play tonight, so hopefully i'll have some kind comments tomorrow. or just about how pretty jesse is. none the lessssss....

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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