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2003.11.17 11:29 p.m.

i got a letter from humber today telling me i have a locker! my very own locker! it's L M2227, if you want to come by for a visit. holy fuck. having a locker has always been one of my favorite things..serious. i'm going to put pictures right inside of it. pretty soon i'll get some student i.d. too, and then i can get student rates for everything. i haven't been in school in so long. this is getting so close. i mean, it's barely a month until christmas (!!!) and then after that, it's nothing. it'll go so quick.

have i mentioned lately what an amazing place diaryland is? i like it so much. it's so neat to get support when i don't expect it. it's interesting how people read this..anyone really.

at college i get use of the gym. i hope that i get really strong, that's integral for my success. and i get health care, all the doctors and nurses are women. i wonder how the boys feel about that. and 80% of my prescriptions are covered. i might join a club or two. the residences they're building (opening in may) are going to be right attached to the main building. i really want to move in there. just get out of bed and go to class. holy i wish they were opening in january, it'd be so easy. i'd live on a co-ed floor. because i do like boys. even if sharing a bathroom could end awkwardly. awkward is important for growth.

oh ho i'm excited for boys. i'm so ill of this repetition and want and clear irrationality. i hope that i can just leave it all.

i keep getting linked to from a netscape search for 'maredeath', and it seems like it'd just be one person, so you should just bookmark it. then you can always get here.

to anyone getting here for searching for bill priddle, you should leave me messages. about how much you like him too. he's so good. seriously. i wrote him a letter, i hope he gets it. dear mr. bill priddle...i think you're great. oh bill priddle. i hope he plays lots of shows in toronto while i'm there.

want to know a secret? i might have a roommate to move with. and we might have found an apartment. except i have no doubt it will fall through..but it'd be nice if it didn't, because i sure don't want to be homeless. and she's pretty good...we're the same in strange ways. like constantly making plans we're sure are going to happen, and then they always fall through. come to think of it. that's exactly why we shouldn't plan together -double fall-through rate. yikes.

(but if you got love bring it along, put it with ours we'll sing you a song)

i've developed a strong enjoyment of the flashing lights. who i'd previously boycotted in support of meganandsarah's support of lonnie james. long story. but good. sorry l.j.

i fabric-painted some shirts tonight. if i'm doing something while watching tv, it seems less wasteful. and i sure watched tv. did anyone see the o.c.? because i think i love adam brody. i think i've loved him since he was on the awful awful sausage factory show.

i have to shower. and go waste more time on the internet, and not go to bed until too late again. because i never learn.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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