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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2002.08.09 11:48 a.m.

the streets will open later tonight. pretty pretty. and i might go and see a play. i thought of going to a play with ryan and melissa but i wanted to be out on the street. mingling. or shying away. but i spent 45 minutes or so talking with hillary....and it was very very nice. i like dylan (her boyfriend) too, which is always a bonus. he was trying to hold my hand. i like how everyone in that group tries to make awkward situations. or anyone in any of our groups for that matter. but yes...hillary is so pretty like. the way she talks is far prettier than you. her and dylan look alike these days. she used to look like smith when she was dating him. hmmm. why don't i look like boys? probably because i hate them.

but hillary and i are supposed to go for lunch soon. at one in fact. i hope it's as nice as it should be. i have so many friends that i rarely see. it's ugly.

and chala and i are supposed to do something sunday morning maybe. we have to get together soon because she's going to toronto on the 20th. gah. to live. and though she'll be back in breif intervals, i'm sure after school this isn't going to be her first choice of where to live.

megan called and she might want me look after baby rachel and ethan this fall. maybe. it'd be neat though. i want to be close with those kids and be friends always. there are people in our family that we never see. and we don't even have that big of a family. i really like the idea of family. i really like it sooo much. maybe because i only have one half. and all the rest is such an enigma.

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i have a forty dollars gift certificate to then thousand villages and i should spend it soon. i kind of feel like spending all my monies on things that i want but really don't need. like a djembe. they have big and small painted drums in the window of h.e.l. sigh. i wish that all the people i wanted to start bands with weren't moving away.

my family comes back tonight. i wish i'd gotten more done.

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