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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002.09.09 9:32 p.m.

bon soir.....soiree.

amy said grodie today. what's with people?
i spent today with ashley and amy...or at least a large portion of today. i brought them a plant and some produce. (there were no fruits or vegtables in their fridge. except some potatoes to make fries with.) i stayed for 4 hours or so. a good amount of time. they've just moved out into their first apartment. i wish i had a twin/built in roommate. their appartment is really nice. and big. they don't have a kitchen table or a couch yet...but all in good time. i like it. kristen ratzlaff and emily lowe are living in the same building. odd coincidence i think. (kristen's relationship with joey must not be going sooo great if she didn't move out with him.) but yes, we had vegetables and fries for supper and watched parts of american pie 2 (i found it funny. i was angry at myself.) discussed boys and how many years we've known each other for. and how we're like 'now and then'. you know, the movie...

i love those two. they and chala have been such a constant in my life. more than you.

i didn't get up until noon today. or one. and i'm already bloody tired. moreso than i should be. as in, i'm going to bed right away. i think i might be coming down with something. tomorrow should be a day for doing things though. yeah. productivity.

it was another night of interesting dreams. i should start a dream diary in the mornings. i hope for interesting again tonight. last night there were so many of them that they're all confused in my mind. one was vaguely erotic, but in this sad way. it was strange.

i think i need more drama in my life. i think i'm conciously/subconciously trying to creat drama. irratating. i haven't cried over a boy in almost a year. this disturbs me. i think i'm trying to make things more than they are in some ways. and in other ways, i'm just a boring person in general.

i'm bidding on a couple of jtt movies on ebay. what kind of a person am i? actually, i like him in the same way that i like wilson cruz (ricky), they just seem really good. and when i see them they make me happy. i like being happy. i'm just a little more attracted to jonathan taylor thomas. i mean, as much as it's possible without having seen him.

(with an absolute concept of beauty.)

7 i'd like to be less tired.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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