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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002.06.20 10:27 p.m.

hmmm.

so what gets said on diaryland? where for some reason we get to see each others reactions. why would we trust them more than real life? maybe because sometimes we all change our minds. or we don't at all.

today was a pretty good day. odd, mind you....but good. and i feel no differently than i did this afternoon. except that i'm less tired.

so far it seems to have turned out that you can mack your friends (ones that you are attracted to, none the less) without heavy consequences. unless you count getting a pie a consequence. well. now it just sounds like i'm a whore. no pie then...       hmmmm. well. very nice afternoon.
it's funny because me and andrew were down at the fountain last year the first time we actually flirted. a lot. and we were down there again this morning. i told him not to splash me because then we'd have to date again. but we don't.   i hate the word mack. but there's none better.   i made several comments about his room being a 'seduction den'. which is true. it's a fucking cool room though. with christmas.   none the less. we just started making out. and it was fine. natural, even?
we didn't break up because of a lack of attraction. just a lack of security in our relationship.
you can read his diary. if you'd like. o, andrew...i'll take this all down if you want me to.

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i went to the casting call. it was fine. wrote some stuff on a piece of paper. they took my picture. didn't take to any humans. dave degan was playing his diggery do (sp?) while waiting in line. tracy smith was there. it made me feel weird that she was auditioning with us. she's so involved with the film community it seems.

i looked good today. i think. my skirt was too short. but if that's the only problem.....i hope the picture is okay.

i can have coffee with chala. i should call her. right now. except that now it's 11:21.

to work tomorrow. to work!

hmmm. andrew and castings. i guess.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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