disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
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2002.07.26 2:27 p.m.
the family is home.
i haven't heard from jeremy. and feel fine about it. sam called me to ask if i could work. i made up a lousy excuse, but it was to avoid working, and not to avoid jeremy, so it was fine. i hope he's thinking in all the same ways i am.
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i've also noticed a lot these few days that i'm wrong. i'm wrong so much of the time when i think that i need a relationship. i don't don't don't. in fact i think i'm a much better flirt than i am good at being in a 'relationship'.
but i have to stop flirting. because it seems like a good idea to be in a 'relationship' with someone just because i'm good at flirting with them. bah. i do like flirting though. agh.
if jeremy doesn't call me, it will be odd...but it might also be for the best. either way it doesn't upset me today.
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is someone having a party tonight? cause i really feel like going to one. especially if i get to get drunk. mmmmm. no really. i want to see people. i should leave this house.
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i went for coffee with megan and deborah last night (family!). it put a little more in perspective that jeremy and megan are the same age. ack. they were good though. and fun. i ate pie that tasted mostly of lard. (i didn't eat very much of it...) it made me want to cry and vomit. it tasted so bad. like lard. i mean, if you're going to put gross things in food, they should at least make it taste better. ehhhg.
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sound words are todays hip feature. mmmhmmm.
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adventure cat has decided that she likes the outside world. (i think she might be going into heat. but she's sooo little.) she just left today when i was putting stuff in the compost. and then she tried to leave again later. she's not scared like the others. not at all. some kittens have a little too much adventure to them.
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some one get some fun into me! i'm needing something to be doing.
get in my belly (fun.)
previously - and then
*oh random entry*
all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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