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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002.10.05 8:36 a.m.

okay. so. life. is.....so frustrating.

i am a bad person and don't feel really bad about it. maybe because i've spent so much time being mad at other people that maybe i get to be a bad friend once in a while. a very bad friend.

ellen called while i was at work last night. hum. i don't think she reads my diary. maybe she doesn't feel bad for me. i wonder what she wanted. i don't think she's ever called me. man i like ellen. i was just thinking about her. her and her hummus.

i was going to go to graeme's last night. but when i got home....it felt like it was too late to call. and i couldn't just show up there. and wah wah wah. but i had a fucking bad headache. so i went to bed (after driving around for awhile). i woke up at five this morning and my headache was 30 times worse. i wanted to claw my eye out. i took a few aspirins and went back to bed. i told myself if it wasn't better in 40 minutes then i was allowed to claw my eye out. luckily i started doing some breathing excercises and i went to sleep. i'm better this morning. i'd say it was a migraine if i was intellegent enough to get migraines.

you know who gets migraines? ellen. and jonathan taylor thomas.

is anyone going trick-or-treating? with me?

alyssa: i'm working until 6 today at le body shop. i will probably call you when i arrive at my house later on. if not call me. chances are i will stay home to watch the shawshank redemption and everwood.

i want that movie me and graeme and tom and melissa made to be done. i'm so good at pretending everything's fine

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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