disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
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2004.07.20 4:01 p.m.
okay..so i really should stop drinking. i mean, not entirely..but definitely make it my third priority. i spend far too much time drunk and or stoned. it's such good stress relief you know.. wow, i really don't know how i'm getting through school with the amount of effort that i put in. those of you that said it'd be different when i was in college and i'd be working towards a future.. yeah, i sure proved you wrong.
i was sure hung over at school this morning. that sucks. and is pretty dumb. yeah, go ahead and look down on me.
i'm really never home. and when i'm home i'm sleeping. i'm sorry i haven't been phoning those of you that i should. it's not that i dont' miss you.
my life is falling apart. i'm terrible at doing things. i'm the best avoider ever.
i'd change but that would just take tooo much effort.
i've been hanging out constantly with the porch boys. my day feels empty without them. daryl and i have decided to get married so that we can have a gift registry. best idea ever. i really do like those two. they just entertain me.
i do like scott. in a crush way. which isn't soooo cool. as he clearly is more interested in miranda and this other girl. which is probably why i like him. you always want what you can't have. he's just so cute and funny. and they're both so genuinely nice. and hot.
i haven't hung out with miranda in like a week. i miss her.
i finally went down to sears and bought a big window fan to cool down my oven-house but when i got it home i found it to be quite smashed up and not working at all. i was mad. and i don't want to bring it back and have them think i broke it. because i clearly didn't. fuckers.
but i did get some underpants. (if you can call it that) and they're all pink. if there's one thing i needed more of, it's underpants. except not at all.
darylporch still thinks that he and chala are going to get together. but they won't and it's kind of sad. we had a dinner party last night, the porch boys, chala and i. i started drinking from when i walked in the door. and then just kept going. the sushi was delicious though, from what i remember. i ended up a big drunkard wandering around on college. then i hung out on the porch couch until i felt well enough to walk home. and then i sure when to sleep. i'm such a fun dinner guest. but i was stressed and tired and i didn't want to deal with the awkwardness of dinner. what with daryl wanting chala and me wanting scott. i hope they aren't irritated with me. i wonder what happened after i left. maybe chala and daryl talked. that'd be for the best. daryl kept calling me 'champ' and mocking me.
because of alisinian i went to see about the hobbit name generator. it is pretty damn funny. the funniest one was chala hunter - Rosie-Posie Toadfoot of Frogmorton
which led me to try jeffmorton = Pimpernel Hamwich of Buckleberry Fern
priscilla=Flora Bumbleroot of Haysend
chris=Bulbo Brownlock of Overhill
niki=Dimple Brockhouse of Loamsdown
awesome. i'm sure glad i'm spending my time doing that instead of my criminology essay. yeah, that's right i sure haven't done it yet. dammit.
on that note. time to go
figure out if i work tonight
previously - and then
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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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