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2003.11.10 10:47 p.m.

i've been downloading some music. some hiphop. if i'm to be a good breakdancer, i'll have to listen to some more hiphop. i got some buck 65, outkast, and josh martinez, who steve likes, and who i'm enjoying the most so far. i'm also downloading some flashing lights and sloan.

i wish i could make music.

i had another day off..i could really get used to this, though i don't know when, as i've just signed up for two years of college which is sure to leave me in debt working to the bone for years to come. luckily i don't worry about money..i don't think i know how. which is odd, since if anyone should, it's this guy. steve and i were talking about that yesterday, that she's always worried about money. and that her mom worries about it constantly. my mum worries about it, but it never seems to effect what she does..

oh god i'm going to be so homeless in toronto.

i read some harry potter and watch some tv. i slept in again, and had terrifying anxiety dreams. i dreamt i was in this play that i'd never even read before but i thought i'd be fine. i was desperatly wrong. even when i realized it was a dream, i didn't feel much better. i hate stress.

and i love security. point being: i'm not going to college. so suck it.

rachel's sick too now. two sick babies are too many. especially when they vomit. or as ethan said; "i don't know why that yoghurt fell out of her".

ethan was still pathetic today. though a little bitchy too. we read lots of books. like 'where the wild things are' and 'my momma says..' and 'pinkerton'. favorites from my childhood. i like reading to kids because kids books are awesome. i also gave him a backrub and cuddled him. he also lay around looking at the ceiling for long periods of time. james' journal is a must-read today for funny ethan stories.

i watched street cents today and then participated in an online chat with the hosts. it was fun. i've never participated in an online chat with more than one person before. nerdhood here i am. they were nice. some of the other chatters were a little lame. i like street cents a lot. it's so informative.

i'm the queen of avoiding things and resisting. i should get a career in avoidance. and awards. right now for instance, i'm avoid cleaning the cat litter, bathing, and cleaning my bathroom. i should go do it soon though, as i'm supposed to open tomorrow. it's a holiday. double-time-and-a-half!!! and i have dance tomorrow. i haven't practiced at all this week. more avoidance! i wish i had dance more often.

i wish i had more time to do nothing. i just love it. i could do nothing all year. when i'm rich, all i'm going to do is nothing.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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