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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2003.08.18 9:58 p.m.

it's almost christmas. i mean, really, if you think about it. 127 days till my birthday, 128 days until christmas. i had a dream last night i was already shopping for it. i love getting people things. especially perfect things that they'll love. it's jeffmorton's birthday right away. i should work on that. i wonder what. when we were dating he had this little cubby-hole full of things i'd gotten him or made for him. letters, a mix tape, a little painting, notes i'd left. it was great. i bet he still has that stuff. luckily he has such distinctive tastes and i know so so many things that he likes and would want. it shouldn't be hard to get something for him.

oh christmas christmas. oh oh oh.

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i was quite ill again today. the cramp was trying to kill me again. i'm feeling much better after my limit of ibuprofen and lying around all day. i watched three movies (the crow, mst3k: the brain that wouldn't die, and hideous kinky) and three tv shows. i read a little of my book (skinny legs and all) and ate candy and slurpee. we only left the house to go return videos and buy candy. alison is getting bored, but i am enjoying it. and hopefully i'll feel a lot better tomorrow so that i can work okay, and then go up to the lake for the evening, i'll be glad to see my mum. and maybe go swimming. the other thing about barely moving today was that i really avoided the heat. there were only a couple of moments where i felt really uncomfortable. not like on saturday, when we hit 38 degrees i hear. that's over 100F.

i'm getting excited for weakerthans. both times i'll see them. and going to winnipeg, i've never been there before. perhaps we'll see my cousin leah.

and right after the weakerthans niki'll come home. and kathy should be home soon too, i'll have to email her, i really haven't kept in touch like i should.

i'm excited for charlotte to start work with me. well, until she realizes how shitty it really is. but maybe she'll find people to really enjoy like i have. i wonder how she and helen'll get on. interesting, interesting.

i wish i knew about ufos and aliens. maybe i'll start only reading stuff about aliens. or not.

i feel like dying my hair. i wonder what colour. i think darker. wah wah. i thought i had more to talk about, but when you do nothing..there's not much to say.

i think we should be using less power. or getting power from different places. i mean, how come no one uses solar power? it takes effort, that's why we don't. and the money, oh the money. things that would benefit the world should be made more accessible. i don't know how to think about this today though. my brain is fried from television.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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