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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2002.09.08 10:31 p.m.

wow. right matt. it was good fun. good nice gentle fun. except for abrasive i was being. . . um... it's all for the best, right?
i actually would have tried to make friends with your friends matt but it would have just come out allllll wrong. like 'hi. i like your hair. it's like on tv. like on roswell. brendan fehr's on roswell. i like brendan fehr. it's devon sawa's birthday today.' and so on. and i'd have my intent/mischif face on...because my face was strange. and i was just really off-kilter. i think it was the huge amount of people. o people. but yes, good fun. (and it was devon sawa's birthday. #12 of things you shouldn't really know.)

today is jonathan taylor thomas's birthday. mmmm. good. 21 i guess? hAT. it's strange looking back on years ago. i have this notebook with about 8 pages written about this one show on sept. 8th two years ago. it was the first time me and alvin really talked just before we got together. it was the first time i talked to hank. i married everyone. i got mad at megan. and sarah. i wanted jeffmorton to be at the show...but he wasn't. at all. i wore will robbins hat and met himm. i flirted with so many boys. (unusual at the time). it was a good night though.

it's strange though because i went to broadway today with alisin and we saw(just to do with that last paragraph):
a)megan and sarah and talked to them for whiles...relived lots of good old jokes (that they're still playing with).
b) jeffmorton, who is so strange and we sat for awhile. which was nice. nice. yes....and such a change in how i used to feel towards him. man attraction (or lack thereof) is strange.
c) will robbins. who didn't punch me. or even acknowledge me. but that's okay because i didn't really recognize him. i just noticed the side lip peircing. i want to befriend him. for his hat.

but holy years go by. i'm so bloody old.

older than most of you friends....and starting to feel it. in my bones at least.

besides those people i saw
a)alix. hi alix. alix. it was good to see you.
b)shawn mason. but we didn't get to say hi to him.
c) courtney but i just left a note on her car for her.
d) april. from alisin's school i guess. she gave us free drinks. just like she gave us free perogies at the fringe. mmm free.
i think that might be it. it was good though. broadway is so good though. that you can see that many people.

i miss hanging out with megan and sarah sometimes. they're pretty funny. pretty bloody funny.

i heart jonathan taylor thomas. and i hope he's having a goooooood birthday. mmmhmmm. i'm sorry, but it's actually true.

i always forget how big of a right i have to be so tired. i mean, i got up at 6. ai. nnnnoooo wonder.

today jeffmorton said 'grodie' (about my cake. huh.) and i thought megan would explode. sometimes she has the greatest faces. man, grodie though? ai.

i almost forget i went to work today. it was a long time ago. the new dishwasher is soooo good. i think his name's jamie (conincidental?). i don't want to mack him, so much as make best friends with him. he's such a good dork. mmm. i was helping him lots. he was having a hard time today. why? because sunday are called 'hell' at jerry's. because they are. by two o'clock we had made $3900 about. approx. fuck. why can't i just have 8% of our daily income? ick.

anyways. this kid is so nice and has a sweet smile. and i think he's probably a vegetarian. i hope. ally! friends. and adam, who i was flirting with...of course...ha jocelyn, turns out to go to the school where i think constantine is teaching at. the plot thickens. how old am i? flirt with teachers or students?

boring.

by the way. i'm extraordinarily cute and tall and voluptuous. just so's you know. not that licking stuff through. that's just gross.

alyssa get: summer in the city (lovin' spoonfull)
this mess we're in (p.j. harvey - it might actually be called the city sun sets over me, but probably not.)
and anything with boys and guitars i think. yeah. wow, i'm not musical conesseur. i can't even spell conesseur. damn.

booooo-or-iiiing

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