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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.03.13 10:17 a.m.

so apparantly i'm also not good at caffine. i'm not good at drugs, drinking, cigarettes, sex, and now caffine. what's wrong with this world? i keep trying so hard to be a little rebel. dammit. i drank two big mugs of coffee at b.s. training yesterday on an empty stomach. man did that suck. i started feeling insane and snappy and jittery and sarcastic about halfway through. when i realized my hands were shaking i thought about the coffee. it made me feel pretty sick and crazy. until about 9 o'clock (4 hours) my muscles kept tensing and being gross. i didn't really have a headache yesterday. until i got home.

variety night at bowman was last night. it was really quite good. not enough nearly-naked dancing girls i have to say..but not bad at all. although it should have just been called mc night, since everyone who mc-ed was in almost every band as well, i was looking for a little more, um, variety. the skits were better than last year for sure. and jim-jam's band was so fucking rocking. and funny. holy god. other highlights- 'the sgt. pepper's lonley hearts club string quartet' was awesome. graeme is such a good turntable-ist. actually all of it was pretty good. i like going to things with mattdean as we make some funny jokes. i was very angry at home everyone there was dressed exactly the same. and all like hippies. and everyone has stolen my style. fuck you. i kept yelling 'sheep' and 'bah bah' during intermission. yeah, i'm that girl, the one you hate who's always yelling.

we went to jerry's after. i saw janel, which is always enjoyable. and i got a free drink. and some free fries. yeah. me and kaleigh were pretty funny for a few minutes there.

we went to melissa's for a while. it was odd. i like seeing clint though. and fraser. man..and he was just flirting away. and we went to robins' donuts and feigned intelligent conversation.

alyssa's apparantly having people over tonight...which should be a riot. a riot i say. you should come. this is your official invitation. especially if you're maggi, nicole, or sam.

holy jeez i don't want to go to work. neither do you. i should think of some obscure way to make today fun. if only i was creative.

oh bland bland bland.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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