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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002.11.16 8:29 p.m.

i'm in the height of a bad mood. no, probably this whole afternoon has been the height of a bad mood. i think courtney's right, seeing movies in movie theatres sucks. especially when the theatre is full. ick. i went to see harry potter 2 today. it was good. the audience was bad.

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why hasn't the doctor told me if i have worms or not? well, i hope they get it figured out soon.

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the soaps were pretty good last night. i was happy to see ellen. she's funny. and fraser. just because. i wish that i was better at being friends with people. but alas.

i also wish i were as cute as amelie, maybe i will completely make myself over to look exactly like her. right then. and she has a cute name...audrey tatou. sigh. i hope that one day i'll get to be in a movie where the entire focus is me being cute. actually, i was watching the extras on the dvd and it was making me think a lot. about directors. and writers, and why they're good or bad. no, deeper than that. how they are. and how i can/will be as an actor...or even as a writer. and how to make a tv show that would be close to as high of quality as a film. a good film. they're spending more and more money to make good quality tv shows, and yet falling flat. i need to put more time and thought into this. and into my tv show.

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i was also over at clint's last night with courtney. it was actually really good, perhaps because of the lack of pot smoking. we just sort of hung around and talked for an hour or so. it was very very nice. i enjoy clint from time to time. the rumor is that he's going sober for school (which i greatly respect, since he's been spending all his student loans on pot). i hope that he does. i don't mind pot. but when it's ruining your chances of completing university....

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i really wish i was in a better mood. i really just want to beat everything. everything everything. i probably shouldn't have gone into the mall today, that just makes everything worse. it was sooo busy already. i guess i should just be glad i didn't have to work. but i get to tomorrow!!!!!

. i'm dropping the ball.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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